a prod of the mind

Lowering your expectations and underestimating are two poles apart -- with the latter always done unconsciously. I, of all people, should know better than not to miscalculate them although at times I can't help it. I think I need to stop worrying too much and be risky. Worrying is a misuse of the imagination, and I need to start holding on to that.

On a different note, my students are smart. They know how to win my heart at the right time. And when they do, I think I have the best damn job ever. Although that rarely happens. I need to keep on wishing because wishes do come true.