is it any better

I look at others and then I look at myself. I take a peek into their lives and I peek into mine. And slowly the inferiority emerges.

But I know I've had a great life (and still am) and I am someone. I know I am different because then there would be no Tasharina Harun, distinct from the rest.

I don't know who I am coaxing actually. Is it you or me. But I know that the answer's loud and clear; it's the latter.

This whole thing is just cliche. Everyone thinks everyone else is better. But is it really any better? Yes and no. But mine is great yo!

3 Replies:

Nur Syazwani Mohd Raidzuan October 23, 2009 at 12:43 PM  

after all the things we went through as individual...you are nothing less than the tasya we know.. everyone is now on their own path.. we might have different views on whether the path that we take is better or not than the rest.. in the end, its not about comparing yourself & your life with others..but on how can we compliment other people in life..

Wanted to become a teacher right after SPM. I was praying that I could become a teacher..as i want to help these youngsters who can barely speak english - yea, we moved to a rural place in Johor before we're currently residing here in JB, that's why u didn't see me anymore right after standard 6 - But i didn't get to become a teacher. But that doesn't stop me though. I began to realize that we can be anyone...not only a teacher, a doctor to help others..even a poor..as long as u have a niyah to do so..

So cheer up sis! : )

me October 24, 2009 at 7:12 AM  

is this wani ridzuan? oh my!!! how r you??

thanks so much for your comment. it really does soothe me. so what r u doing now?

Nur Syazwani Mohd Raidzuan October 24, 2009 at 12:12 PM  

you guessed it right babe.

it is me, wani..

I am fine..alhamdulillah... am currently in kL -staying at Jln Ipoh- so dekat sikit lah dgn my workp;ace. Currently working at Bangunan Shell M'Sia,Damansara Heights. So it takes about 15mins from my home(w/out traffic jam).aha.

the rest of the family are in JB now.as for my sis,Syazwan Nabila-if u still remember her- she just got graduated from uitm on last Sun.She's been tutoring at uitm segamat for the last 3-4 months now. Soon, insyaallah she'll be furthering her masters.She wants to continue in Literature.So tengoklaa,either UM or UTM.Kalau UM,dekatlah with me.Kalau UTM skudai tu dekat rumah jer.She'll be happy to that idea I think.She is so a daddy's little girl.Aha.

So how's life now tasya? Did u contact any of our old schoolmates?
Hey,where are u teaching now?
U've always wanted to become an english teacher/lecturer(insyaallah).. Good for you. You're on the right track..


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I am a wife, a mother, and a teacher by profession. At times a pessimist and one who is easily amused. I find comfort once entering the threshold of my bedroom. I write because I want to and it makes me feel good :)