In approximately one week or so, I will be away from my kids and husband for a 5 days 4 nights CPD Course at Port Dickson.
It took me awhile to digest everything, got my heart consoled everytime I almost cry a bucket thinking of how my babies would be without my presence. To tell you the truth, I was more concerned of how my nights would be without them around me, waking me up every 2 hours for their feeding or just to play with me on the bed, eyes half-closed.
I meant no offence especially to those mums out there who are away from their babies and only get to meet their kid(s) during weekends. And I don't mean to act all dramatic (5 days je kot?) but as a breastfeeding mum, I guess the separation anxiety is just overwhelming. Too overwhelming, if I may add. This would be my first time parting from them ever since they were born.
*eyes gone watery, throat choked*
Anyway, my husband decided that the kids will stay and Ummi goes. Kalau Ikut Ummi semua nak hangkut! But yeah, that seems the best solution. Luqman and Adeena will be taken care in the good hands of my mum, husband and bibik. All their stuffs are ever ready and available and I don't have to hassle myself with all the tedious chore of packing. Plus, I can concentrate with my course and well, look forward to the uninterrupted good night sleep for 4 days *winks* Let's hope so.
*Breathe in*
InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.
I should be looking forward to this mini 'vacation' shouldn't I?
Ah, such parting sorrow!
2 Replies:
ganbate tasha!
i pun risau coz my turn will come soon..
gah, so brave! i've never been away from Luqman. kalau kursus sehari setengah pun bawak hangkut sekali dengan my parents heheheheh.
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